Me, Myself and I

Heeeyy people..
I have though about starting my own journal and have now come to the conclusion that I should just give it a try, no pain - no game - no gain, right?
I wont say that my life is over interesting, but sometimes fun stuff happen and sometimes I could kill my self out of pure boredom.

Well, I just got my laptop back today, YAY I hav'nt had a computer in over two wweks now, because my windows 7 stopped working because it was a beta version.
There has been ALOT of drawing, reading and solwing sudoku from my side in those weeks..
The biggest problem have been that my school almost requires that you have a laptop with you, becuase alot of the studies happen to be on the net *sigh* remmember the good old days when you just got about 50 books from the school and you just had to reed them and then you graduatet?.. it isnt like that anymore, we do read alot of books still, but we also get ALOT of documents from the net + links that we have to read untill next lesson. Sometimes I miss to have a backpack with so many books that you can hear your back snapping when you take the bag on, instead of beeing addicted to a laptop.

Ow, one thing that I also spend alot of time on when my laptop didnt work was my hamster Ofcourse I spend alot of time on him on a daily baises even when I have my laptop, but we got some extra hours of quality time together.. He is about 1 month old now and I have been SO creative with his name: Mr. Hamster
I have had hamsters in about 7-8 years by now and I remmember every single hamster I have had
I have always been founded to the species Sibirian hamster (aka Russian White Hamster, if I remmember correctly). They can get such pretty colors. My first hamster Chihiro (after the movie with the girl and the dragon Haku) changed color when he where 2 years old, from gray to a milky chocolate brown. Then I have had a female hamster Nina (my nephew decided that name) also gray. Then came my favorite male hamster yet Gizzmo (the name of the cute gremling) dark brown and became farther of 3 male and 3 female hamsters. The female hamsters died together with their mother and I kept Gizzmo and the 3 males two brown (Kyo and Kyoshiro) and one white (Haku). The last one (Kyo) died of a disease at the age of 4½ years old, a half year more than normal.
I just looooove hamsters, I dont think that I will ever stop having atleast one in my home

Wow, that was alot about my hamsters They just give me so much inspiration

I think I will stop for tonight, but I WILL be updating soon, very soon.. If you have any questions, no mather how crazy they are I will answer them. I have actually though about starting my own site where people can ask me about stuff, because I have been through so much in my life already... What do you think about that? something that I should do?

Hi doh

Now my laptop is back on buisness.. There has been installed new drivers and now I can play WoW again...
Yes, I am a nerd
I play WoW for the pure fun of it.. I hate when my bf is saying but you have to do this and this and this before you do this and what you are doing now is just waste of time.. and then I turn around and tell him that I am paying for my own account and I only play for fun, not to be the best character in the game.. Then he grumbles and goes back to playing on his lvl 80 paladin..
I have my own little cute resto druid, that I have been playing on since new year were I started to play WoW.. She's nearly lvl 70 now Some people said to me that it would be stupid of me to start a healer becuase Im a newb and being a healer should be hard.. But I think its so fun being a healer and I have been complemented several times of orther players for my quick healing and for keeping up with the damage So again I proof someone wrong in their saying about me
(note: Im playing on frostwhispere)

Im in school right now doing a project and it is sooooooo boring.. Its about a danish firm UngRejs (YoungTravel) where we have to analyze it and then conclude what they can do better..

Well, think Im going to take a nap now.. Im done with the project and I really need my beauty sleep..

And again today I can sit and do nothing in the math class.. *sigh*
half an hour where I have to sit and wait for the orthers to finish the tasks..

Well, then Im just going to read some naruto manga.. have some chapters to catch up to..
Naruto is a facinating manga for me.. I really enjoy the story and I like the twists the story sometimes take, even if you can guess it sometimes...
I dont understand why so many people hate Sakura, I like her
Even if she "lied" to Naruto about her loving him.. We all know she have feelings for him, several times there have been hints in the manga (and anime)..
I dont know if I want him to pair up with Sakura or Hinata.. I think Hinata is the most charming female character and she has really improved her fighting skill and has confessed her love for Naruto..

I'll be updating soon again..

Today I'm going to update my devaiantart profile, because I have finally spend some money on a printer with scanner (1200 Dkr).. So now I will delete the drawings I have uploaded before to the site, because it was just pictures of them I took with my mobile which made them in a poor quality.. Wonder how my scanner works

Im not an artist, not even close.. but if you wanna see what I create then sneek a peek at deviantart.com my profile name is Nudi-alfen...
I will admit that alot of my work isnt from my own head, but pictures that I see and then puts them on paper with my trustworthy pen. Some says its cheating by doing so, some says Im a genius in making a animated picture into a traditional drawing.. But I dont care what you or other people think.. Im a girl with a passion but lacking at inspiration

Other than drawing Im reading ALOT! I love Stephen Kings books and Im reading the "the dark tower" series.. It is on hold right know though because I got all the twilight books in birthday and christmas pressent (my birthday and christmas is only a month away from each other).. Im almost done with the last book, about 50 pages left..
One of the few stories that had cought my full attention and not even on a single page have I been bored. Its a little sad that its almost over now *sigh*
But then again soon I can continue on "the dark tower" where Im in the middle of the fifth book

Enjoy your day, enjoy your life

Just a quickey this time..
I will not be uploading new drawings on deviant today.. The manual to my printer is on too-many-pages and tommorow there wont be happening anything either, because Im not home..

Soo, IF you are expecting anything today, Im sorry. Im just too lazy to read that manual right now..

Pain is temporary – Pride is forever

Well, I have'nt done anything at all the latest weeks...

I have'nt found out how my printer works, I have'nt done the dishes I have'nt done my homework.. Nothing at all... Im just so tired all the time... It almost p*sses me off

Its not like Im not getting my sleep at night or anything, Im even eating healthier than I use to...

Maybe I just got something on my mind... hmmm


My boyfriend has invited me on a date, we are going to the cinema to watch clash of the titan in 3D Im a very boyly girl when it comes to movies. Some of my favorite movies are the resident evil movies and pirates of the caribean..

I just had my easter holiday, where my mother, her children and her boyfriend was on a visit.. It was nice to see them all again and Im planning on visiting my father in my summer holiday

Im done reading the twiligt books and is now reading on full power on the fifth book in Stephen Kings "the dark tower"-series..

"The Big Bang is really a contradiction, because it was not big, and there was no bang.
It wasn’t big because we think the universe started from a singularity of some sorth, and there was no bang, because there was no air to carry the vibrations."

It was an interesting lecture. I'm going to look forward to new entries.

I also like S. King, I've got a whole shelf of his books, The Dark Tower included. It's a great and very interesting saga, probably one of his best books ever.

Keep it up!

Dum, dum, dum.. Right now Im sitting in a.... ehm.. dont know what it is called in english but direct translated from danish it is a "student council meeting" (elevrådsmøde)...
Its not taking very seriosly on this school.. Today we should choose a new director for our "party-committees" (festudvalg).. only one wanted the post and not even half of the members of the "student council" where present..
I really hate people that says one thing and then does another.. You arent forced to be in the student council, you choose it yourself.. I think its so disrespectfull that they then stays away from the meetings, so us that wants to be a part of this have to wait 15-20 minutes before we can start the meeting, because we have to wait untill we are sure that there arent going to show any more members up.. grrrr it can piss me so MUCH of

Sorry, but it is my journal and i need to get some of the air of the baloon before I started screaming at all the people around me...

(All this was written before the meeting really started and a little bit after it was finished, for even if some arent taking it seriosly im going to listen anyway, that much respect i will show the orhter members)

Hello to all of you again ^^
I have been gone from this site in a whole lot of time

But I have my reasons.. I've been having some problems in my private life, that needed my fully attention.. They arent completly solved yet, but I hope they are before my exams

What else is going on in my life?
Well, on wednesday Im going to a chiropodist, becuase my nails on my big toes is growing down in my toe and it hurts <--------SO---------> much..
So the chiropodist is probaly going to put a brace on my toe nails (just like if my teeth were leaning) and then we hope my nails will grow into the right direction..
Else Im going to a specialist that will cut some of my nail of and then zap it with a laser so there will never grow nail there again.. Sounds pretty wild but its a very little operation (that hurts alot but only in a day or two) that you can walk from on your own legs ^^
The only problem with it is that it will bleed A WHOLE LOT!!! You have to change bandage on your toe a couple of times..
My boyfriend's brother has gotten this surgery and on one of the toes you cant see that is has been done.. The other one is not so pretty, but with all surgerys there is a risk, here it is that your nail can look burned or there will start to grow some misformed nail out were the toe got zapped with the laser..But if Im going to get the surgery Im just going to cross my fingers and hope

Well, lets talk about something else, ay?
Im almost done with the fifth book in "the dark tower" series.. I miss 1/4 of the book now, probaly less.. Going to read the rest while I play on my new character in WoW.. Just started a human warlock yesterday and leveled up to level 10 in less than 2 hours.. We are 3 friends starting up a new character (all of us has atleast 1 level 80, so we all have heirloom items to our characters) and we are having a little race to see who will get their mounts first (you get that in level 20).. Its fun to get xp again, missed that while I played on my level 80 druid ^^

Okay, I will pay attention to the lesson now.. I have mathematics, my favourite subject

Can you all have a great day now

“If it’s never our fault, we can’t take responsibility for it.
If we can’t take responsibility for it, we’ll always be its victim”

Yes, we can!

Soooo, there ARE chicks playing WoW. Cool ^^ I always preffered Lineage 2 rather than WoW but both are great when you play with right people otherwise they get boring fast.

Well, hope the surgery goes well for ya.

Thank you very much Cromell.. And it went well I now have bracers on my bigtoe's nails, it hurts a little bit when I walk, but I can live with it.. Im hoping that I only have to walk with them in a month or two.. The 10/6 Im going to the chiropodist, that will then take a look and see if I have to walk with them for longer or not.. I hope for the last one
If I have to wear the bracers untill August, Im going to the specialist so that he can zap my nails..
But DAMN it hurted ALOT to get those on... Auch
She took a thick wire and formed it after my nail (Because it has to fit perfectly, offcourse ^^ ), but then she made two bows at each end of the wire and presses those to ends down under my nail in the side.. It felt like constantly hitting my toe into a wall and right after she was finished with pressing it felt like my toe was burning But ten minutes after I could barely feel it.. Now it only hurt if I take a long walk or if I hit my toe (but that has always hurted alot, becuase my nails grow down in my toe)..


I know alot of chicks that play WoW, some more pretty than others offcourse (not to be unpolite to my friends).. Funny that guys always get surprised when a girl says she's a gamer.. But yes, I AM A GAMER!
I have played (like all girls and a few boys) The Sims and Sims2, that was enough for me, dont want to play Sims3.. Then I have completet Red Alert 2 (sill plays it sometimes), Age of Empire, Age of Mythology and all 3 Prince of Persia games.. Then I have fun playing GTA (my favourite version is GTA3, but I really like GTA San Andreas too.. Think its because I can all the sheat codes to those two ) and Counter Strike (completed).. I have also completed Call of Duty 1, 2 and 4 (Didnt like number 3 becuase it was to PS and then I couldnt control the character).. On a net café I tried Battlefield, that didnt went so well.. I got lost all the time + I drowned a few times and apperently I stepped on a mine or something too.. On PS I have played ALOT but I only have 3 favourite games; GTA3 (or San Andreas, cant decide), TimeSplitters 3 and a game I cant remmeber the name on.. One of the courses you play is where you start on a ship where it is raining and you must not be revealed. The weapon you start with is a gun with sleep arrows in and you can put the guards in lockers after they went to sleep (damn I lauhged at that), if another guard sees either you or another guard you have attacked, a high sound is played and then you get a timer on your screen that shows you how long they are searching for you (here you have to run and hide, the lockers was my favourite place). At some point you have to kill a woman named Olga and from her or just before her you get a real gun... Anyone that can help me with the name? maybe I should ask in the gaming sesion one this forum ^^
For the lesser violent games I have played Zoo Tycoon with all expansions, Theme park world, Roller coaster tycoon and Space Colony (one of my favourtie games)... Ow and I have completed Harry Potter 1, 2 and 3 (though number 4 was very difficult to comeplete, got eaten by the dragon everytime I tried that course) and I have completed Harry Potter Quidditch (only sport game I like)...

Wow, that was a long text just about the games I have played the most.. There is 1000 of games I have played (one in my family ask me to try the games the person has gotten in a way I dont know anything about to see if they are any fun)..

Im very close to finish my book now.. about 50 pages left. I dunno why but I think that someone in the ka-tet is going to die soon, maybe Eddie or Roland.. But dont tell me, its very exiting

Thats all for today, or at the moment, dunno if I'll write more today..

Song for Real Computer addicts ...

"Yesterday,
All those backups seemed a waste of pay,
Now my database has gone away,
Oh I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly,
There´s not half the files there used to be,
And there's a millstone hanging over me
The system crashed so suddenly.
I pushed something wrong
What it was I could not say.
Now all my data's gone
And I long for yesterday-ay-ay-ay.
Yesterday,
The need for backups seemed so far away,
I knew my data was all here to stay,
Now I believe in yesterday."

Wow, it's one impressive wall of text . Good to hear the surgery went well.

And The Sims doesn't count as a game. (never liked it, my pleasure from playing always ended when I got the house built and then I've always been loosing interest )

Well, I also know several girls playing Lineage II. The reason I was suprised is simple - I prefer to consider every player a guy, so I am (pleasantly) suprised when it turns out to be a girl. It's safer that way

Anyhow, I haven't played any mmos for almost a year now. I think I got tired of them, it's too much time consuming.

Nice song BTW

Cheers.

Exams Exams Exams.... aaaargh..
Well, now you know the reason why I havent writen in here for a while...

Got ALOT of stuff going on right now..
The exam (civics) and a year test(english(a little like an exam, but you dont get the grade on a paper)).. Then I have ordered some very special books that I really enjoy reading (I had to get a break in the "dark tower" world ), maybe you have read them when you were a little kid; Deltora Quest.. I have know gotten my slimy fingers on two of the three series, but of course it is the one in the middle I miss *sigh*
Today I went to the chiropodist again.. She needed to have a look at my toenails now that I have had the bracers on in almost a month.. I still got to wear them though, so yet again my toes are burning
Sooo.. In aprox. a month Im going again so that she either can take them of forever or just do as she did today (give me a little pedicure, put the bracers on again and then tightened them)..

Hmmmm, what else... Im having a little hard time in concentrating on studying to my exam.. My year test in english is over, but I didnt even bother study for that..

Im also on the look for new anime.. Which is also a bad thing, because I read more about the different animes than I read on my exam, which is pretty bad because Im starting to have a little exam fear and its driving me nuts

Nudi_Alf wrote:

Hmmmm, what else... Im having a little hard time in concentrating on studying to my exam.. My year test in english is over, but I didnt even bother study for that..

Im also on the look for new anime.. Which is also a bad thing, because I read more about the different animes than I read on my exam, which is pretty bad because Im starting to have a little exam fear and its driving me nuts

I know that feeling all too well. I'm 22 and still having those pressures. Post-grad study for you. Having to remember some many dozens of case names and what they're actually about is not too fun, especially not whilst I'm almost ready to prepare for some Ix'DRG killing (FFXI). Almost as bad as being distracted by anime.

But in the end, you do what you can. I don't necessarily get the exam fears, usually because I end up passing even if barely (better than failing in my opinion). The downside to that though, is that you don't have as good of a grade as you can do. Also, it's not as bad if you can figure out in advance what is more likely to come up and have those at least covered. Past exam papers help a lot for that, as it gives you an idea what areas the exam setters tend to favour. I managed to pass an exam with over 60% just by having an idea what was coming. Even more so, because 2 of the questions were practically the same.

Anyways, I wish you luck. I'm sure you'll do just fine (as long as you do some study and not just watch random anime or read other books before the day).

I also have my examination session in progress. It's quite a hard one, just yesterday I barely passed one of the exams... can't say I'm pleased with the lowest passing grade, but I couldn't help it, I was on anti-allergic drugs (had to take one of the stronger kind;/) and the day was so friggin hot I could hardly concentrate on anything.

Fortunate enough, I'm almost done with it. I have one more exam to pass, and I have whole week to prepare for it (haha, like hell I'm gonna study all this time ;D).

That being said, I wish you good luck.

Weee, now Im finally done with my exams

The task I got at the exam (here you pull a number and the teacher then give you the task with that number) wasnt that hard, even though there was a trick question to the text I should read.. But because I knew nothing about the subject I passed with the lowest grade you can.. But Im happy about it, because all I wanted was to pass
And it is better to pass with a low grade than to fail, you are absolutely right on that, Logan
Cromell, Im sad to hear that because of some medicine/drug you couldnt get a higher grade, but Im happy to hear that you are almost done with the exams
I wish you the best luck in the world

Now Im going to fetch some lunch

Thanks. Next time I ain't gonna give in to some medicine! Good to hear you're done with exams on your end.

Good luck to you too and have a nice meal

Hello again everyone

Its been a while since last time I wrote to you, but I have been busy in enyoing my vacation

I've been down visiting my father and mother (they are seperated), it was really nice to see them again.. It's hard to live so far away from ones family.

I went to the beach with my father and o'boy did I get scared while we were there.. I had only just taken my shoes off when a GIANT spider ran over my foot!!! I hadnt see it becuase it was colored like the sand Man could I jump and scream, I almost passed out.. The same with my father but it was becuase he laughed so hard I love my dad
He's also good at cooking, very good.. sometimes when there are events, they ask him to come and help cooking

At my mothers place we had a water fight Something I had promised my little sister that I would do and because it was so hot, my mother didnt even get mad when we gave her some water never go out in a garden when a water fight is in progress

My big sister came by at my mothers house while I was there, first time I see her since she lost 25 kilos.. She's gotten so much prettier and smiles alot more

Think that will be all for today..

Keep your spirit high and our family close

Good to read you again. I'm glad you're enjoying your summer vacation, it's really nice to spend them with people you love Make lots of good memories!

I love all those emotes, definitely adds to the read. Good to know you enjoyed yourself though. A nice thing to do, especially after exams.

I do know how hard it is to live away from family. I currently live in the middle of England. Not one family member lives here. My immediate family also live many miles away in Australia, and the rest of my family all live in my hometown in the north. Not so bad for to visit those up north, but my immediate family are a little too far to go see whenever (and not cheap to do so either). I need to get some money so I can go visit... been about 3 years since I last went.

But, that's why we have telephones and long distance calling.

Hi again people

Cromell - You are absolutely right. Im never going to forget my "dangerous field trip" to the beach, where I almost got killed by a spider

Logan - Thank you, thank you. I love using emotes when I write, I think they add more meaning to the words Wow, from England to Australia there is like a..... a billion miles? Im not so good a geography Last time I saw my family was before chistmas, dont think Ill survive 3 years without seeing them.. I call my dad atleast once a week, I have a little better relationship with my dad than with my mother (not that I dont like her or anything, I just talk better with my dad)..


I have just rewatched Avatar- the last airbender.. and I have a couple of thing nagging me.. First of all, why is it only the air nomads' avatars that have arrows? Neither Roku or the ones from the eath kingdom or the water tribes have arrows.. In "the movie" (the last 4 episodes) Aang calls forth one of each "type" of former avatars and there you see that it is only the air nomad avatar who got an arrow.. Is it just an air nomad only thing??

Then there is the third last scene, where Zuko is visiting his dad in prison and he asks him about his mothers whereabouts.. Does anyone knows what happened to his mom? Because apperently she is alive... Which I think is a really happy though

And then there is a last thing.. It seems that there is a "ultimate"bending to each element..
Water - Blood bending
Earth - Metal bending
Fire - Lightning
Air - ???
Sooo what is airs "ultimate" bending??? It has to be something that still is like air, and I have been thinking ALOT lately on what it could be And then I came up with one thing....... Gravity bending Okay, it sounds really overpowered, but blood bending is that too... And it could be possible for Aang to gravity bend, because he "just" have to bend the air pressures around people.. Because isnt gravity all about air pressures?? hmmm gotta study about that >google is my friend<

But Ill be really happy to hear your guys opinion

Ill be of now and do.... something.. Argh I hate that I cant play wow today... Because of the new expansion they have shut down all european realms today for maintenance.. Cant they just to it a little faster, come on Blizzard its only about 35 realms... WORK WORK WROK
Ah, okay... Im just gonna read my book and clean my hamster and then there is alway diablo2 if Im dying of boredom

Gravity is not about air presures. The Moon, which has no atmosphere, also has gravity (but too weak too keep the atmosphere - if there was any in the first place, it perished long time ago.

Gravity is the force with which two (or more) objects influence each other in space and it depends on the size (or rather weight) of those objects and the distance between them. The greater the distance the weaker the gravity. So, if you are on the surface of Earth, you experience *normal* (as in full) force of gravity our planet has, but on the space station on a high orbit - the gravity is so weak people call it "zero-gravity" (although it is not true, because two objects infuence each other no matter the distance, so there always is some degree of the gravity force)

At least that's how I remember it from high school lessons

About Avatar... my guess would be wind bending! If he can control wind he can change air pressure, temperature, and at some point, actually cut things with highly pressured air.
My theory only ^^

Oh yeah, doh How could I forget that, hehe *facepalm*
Me who loves reading about the space, forgets what gravity is all about... maybe blonds is really dumb Hope it helps that I have colored my hair now I just suddenly decided to color my hair intense red and my boyfriend is acting like when we first met now. And it is only a plus that his favourite color is red

He actually cut things with air at some point...
Maybe we'll never know about what airs ultimate bending is..

I really totally agree with Logan, the way you use emotes is simply hilarous. ^^

hot hot hot hot hot hot hot
Man, someone turn the air condition on plz.. Im going to die pretty soon.. And it going to be even hotter.. *WARNING* Tommorrow Im going to be naked all day...
Somebody give me an icecream!!

And it doenst help that I need to clean up today... Man, do I have manny papirs from my school? YES I HAVE!! now it is 3 whole folders full of papir and one of them only contains math papirs.... Atleast thats my favourite subject...

Then I have a million books that I need to fit in our to tiny bookshelf... ARGH, I want all my books to be in the living room, but nooooo... MY boyfriend needs room too, pfft
Im kidding, ofcourse Im not like that Well, atleast not totally, I only keep my facta books and the fiction books I havnt read up here.. The rest of my books are in the basement

Well, we all need some space and when you live with somebody you have to share

“If it’s never our fault, we can’t take responsibility for it.
If we can’t take responsibility for it, we’ll always be its victim”